I really like watching videos of people being put under. I think it's because I like seeing sleepy faces and slurred voices. Why anesthesia specifically? Probably because I became fascinated with anesthesia after having an appendectomy at age

There patient is bound to the hospital bed as she is given oxygen right before the sleep experiment begins. They calm her as the gas hisses through the anesthesia mask. She breathes in deep but needs more sditive through the IV. She falls asleep and the mask is strapped to her head.

Can you breathe in and out for me? Re a lly de eply. Exactly like you did when I listened to your chest earlier. Keep going.

BBC executive Debbie has a secret she has never told anyone - she has an anesthesia fetish - she is aroused by being anesthetized. She had long thought that it would only happen in her fantasies, but then she heard about Anna List, who will put you to sleep for up to 8 hours - for a fee. So Debbie books an appointment and takes the train from London to Yorkshire filled with a mixture of fear and apprehension. She will be putting her life in someone else's hands, but a lifelong desire will be fulfilled